Lost You Forever S1 E11

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Another beautiful montage of passing time, where snow melts and new life emerges in Spring time.

整个冬季,小六和轩隔三岔五就会一起喝酒。

    刚开始,两人聊天时,还常常言不及义,可日子长了,轩半真半假地把小六看作了朋友,甚至向小六认真地请教用毒。

轩觉得他们是能推心置腹的朋友,可真当轩想进一步,小六却会笑着装傻充愣。

    两人好像只是酒肉朋友,醉时,谈笑;醒时,陌路。

寒冷的冬季过去,温暖的春天来临。

The entire winter, Xiaoliu and Xuan met up often for drinks.
At first, they only said frivolous things, but as time went on, Xuan really started to partly regard Xiaoliu as a friend, and even asked him for guidance about poisons.

Xuan felt that they seem to be able to become good friends, but whenever Xuan tried to get closer, Xiaoliu would always just laugh and pretend not to get it.

The two just seemed to be fair-weather friends, laughing when drunk, strangers when sober.

The cold winter is over, the warm spring has arrived.

长相思第15章 似是故人来(2)

Cang Xuan already did his favorite bank ( spoiler sorry lol ) a solid when he chose that moment to invite them both in for a game of chess.

“我听你的,你说下,就下,你说不下,就不下。”

    小六想板脸,可唇角又忍不住微微地上翘,半晌没吭声,璟只专注地看着小六。

    轩敲几案,“喂、喂……我知道你们关系好,可……”

    小六没好气地反驳,“谁和他好了?”

    璟温和地说:“我们好,和你无关。”

    两人都看着轩,只不过小六横眉怒目,璟清清淡淡。

“I will listen to you, you say yes, I will play, if you say no, I won’t.”

Xiaoliu wanted to keep a straight face, but the corners of her mouth can’t help going upwards; she didn’t make a sound for ages, Jing just watched her intently.
Xuan couldn’t stand it ” hey, hey….I know you two are close, but playing chess…”
Xiaoliu retorted ” Who is close to him?”
Jing replied mildly ” We are close, is none of your business.”
Both looked at Xuan, Xiaoliu with furrowed brows and Jing with calm.

长相思第16章 人转迢迢路转长(1)

好,那里很好。”璟依旧只是微微一笑,一口赞成,好像小六真的棋艺高超,走的是一步妙棋,而不是臭到不能再臭的臭棋。

“That would be great.” Jing smiled faintly in agreement, as if Xiaoliu’s chess skills are truly excellent, and that was a brilliant move, and not a bad move that is literally the worst.

长相思第16章 人转迢迢路转长(1)

Yes! 第二场! A second round of fun with his Xiaoliu!
Jing was all too ready to foot the bill as the ‘loser’ when Xuan protested about paying as the winner.

Da Huang News Hour

This is the ‘world’ as everyone knows it.

The author wants us to be aware, the truth and what is known in the rest of the world, can often be very different. Mr Stone’s story time serves as the unreliable narration that reminds us what is the perceived ‘truth’.

Fangfeng Yiying is known in the world, as the most infatuated and devoted woman who loved Tushan Jing. She was even willing to go to Qingqiu in her wedding dress when he ‘fell gravely ill’ on the eve of their wedding. She has spent the last 10 years working hard as part of the Tushan family, while waiting for his ‘recovery’.

Their ‘love story’ is epic. Who could have even known how far from the truth this was?

Looking back, the strangest thing was why the Grand Madam would even allow her to stay in the first place. Was she that desperate for free labor? Did the Tushan and Fangfeng family had some business merger that cannot be delayed even when the groom has gone missing?

Its worth noting here that even though Xiaoliu knows that is her Cang Xuan gege, she did not disclose Jing’s secret to him.

This is the first time Jing is meeting Fangfeng Yiying,

He surprised her by being very polite, unforthcoming with his ‘disappeared’ time and remaining distant.

Back in her room, Yiying is disturbed by his lack of answers.

We also get a glimpse of what would seem to be a close relationship between her and the Master of Tushan, his elder brother, who has gifted her a very expensive bow.

As her eyes hardened after receiving a message by bird, Fangfeng Yiying is definitely not a simple lovesick woman.

Xiangliu paid a visit to someone named Lirong Old Uncle.

Its surprising he greets him warmly with a slight smile and unmasked.

Xiangliu has come to consult him about the bugs that Xiaoliu has released to Xuan.

The old man postulated based on the

这几日,走到哪里,都能听到有人在议论涂山二公子和防风小姐。小六索性不出门,可是躲在家里也躲不掉。

    吃晚饭时,桑甜儿和串子也聊起了涂山二公子和他的未婚妻防风小姐。
…….

桑甜儿笑道:“管他干什么呢?难怪说涂山氏急着想办婚礼,任谁有个那么美丽温柔的未婚妻,都想赶紧娶进门。”

    小六放下碗,“我吃饱了,你们慢慢吃,我出去走走。”

    沿着青石小道走到河边,小六坐在石头上发呆。他摘下一枝野花,把花瓣一片片撕下,丢进水里。


These few days, no matter where she goes, there are people talking about Tushan Young Master and Ms. Fangfeng. Xiaoliu decided to stay at home, but even hiding at home is not working.


During dinner, Sang Tian’er and Skinny also started chatting about the Tushan Young Master and his fiancee.

Sang Tian’er smiled at Skinny wondering what these two bigshots are doing in their small town and said ‘ No wonder Tushan Family are anxious to hold the wedding, anyone with such a beautiful and gentle fiancee, can’t wait to marry her right away.”

Xiaoliu put down her bowl ” I am done eating, you carry on, I am taking a walk. “
As Xiaoliu followed the little path down to the river, she sat on the stone and spaced out over a wildflower, throwing the petals into the waters.

长相思第16章 人转迢迢路转长(1)

In the drama, Xiaoliu is holding a hibiscus flower that grows along the river bank. Its the flower that Tushan Jing held when she saved him, randomly plucked by Skinny who threw it to him.

Xiaoliu got a shock to see Xiangliu behind her when she stood up.
She lied that she was thinking of him to butter him up. He smiled and took off with her.

Its already nightfall.

As Xuan and Sang packed up the winery, assassins suddenly came into the courtyard.

He and his guards did not seem to notice a woman on a flying horse, far away in the skies above.

She drew her bow and took aim.

At the same time, Xiaoliu was very uncomfortable with Xiangliu on this trip.
She asked him half fearfully and half jokingly, if he was going to throw her down from the great height.

At the last moment, Xiangliu turned their bodies in mid-air and cushioned Xiaoyao as they fell into the waters.

疾速坠落,好似下一刻就是粉身碎骨、万劫不复。

    就在要砸到水面的刹那,相柳一个翻身,把小六换到上方。

    扑通一声巨响,两人没入了水中,滔天巨浪溅起。

    即使相柳卸去了大部分的撞击,小六仍被水花冲击得头昏眼花,全身酸痛。

Falling at great speed, its as if the next moment will be smashed to bits, hopeless doom.
At the split second before they hit the water, Xiangliu turned and moved Xiaoliu to the top.
There was a mighty splash, as both went into the waters, and waves of water sprayed.
Even though Xiangliu had absorbed most of the impact, Xiaoliu was still dazed and her entire body ached.

长相思第16章 人转迢迢路转长(1)

Back in Qingshui town, Cang Xuan felt disorientated as Xiaoliu fell into the cold sea.
He was unable to react or be aware of his surroundings.

At this moment, Jingyi detected the impending arrow but was too late. He could only push Cang Xuan away from a fatal blow but he still took the arrow to his chest.

小六努力伸手,却什么都抓不住,眼前渐渐黑暗,就在他吐出最后一口气,口鼻中涌进水时,感觉到相柳又抱住了他,冰冷的唇贴着他的,给他渡了一口气。

Xiaoliu reached out with effort but could not hold onto anything. Soon, she could only see darkness, and as she gave up her last breath, and water rushed into her nose and mouth, she felt Xiangliu holding her again, icy cold lips pressed onto hers, and gave her a breath of air.

长相思第16章 人转迢迢路转长(1)

In the drama, we can’t tell if Xiaoliu was already passed out and did not even know Xiangliu giving her this CPR kiss.

In the novel, she was still conscious and Xiangliu’s lips are described as icy cold.

小六问:“如果这是连命蛊,你会毫不犹豫地杀了我吧?”

    “嗯,可惜只是疼痛。”相柳的语气中满是遗憾。

Xiaoliu asked ” If this bug links lives, you will kill me without hesitation right?”
“Yes, too bad it is only pain.” Xiangliu’s tone was full of regret.

长相思第16章 人转迢迢路转长(1)

The drama adjusted the lines which made no sense now.
可惜,不会 is a strange reply to a question of whether he would kill her or not.
可惜 ‘Too bad’ does not seem to match. Too bad, I won’t kill you?

Xuan’s physician is at a loss. His non-lethal wound should have stopped bleeding with the medicines they have. However, the blood just kept gushing out of him and they could not do anything to staunch the bleeding.

Xiaoliu did not take up Jing’s offer to help her with the poisonous bug but she asked Xiangliu.
Jing had been willing to do anything Xiaoliu asked of him, but this was one thing she did not want to involve him in.

It was part of her original plan for Xiangliu to have the bug so that he will no longer hurt her.

Xiangliu poor guy, looks like he only heard ‘ The only one I want to scourge is you ‘.

Xiaoliu is very upset after hearing Xiangliu is planning to kill Cang Xuan before he leaves.

In her exasperation, she dared to scold Xiangliu, and wondered about his loyalty to Hong Jiang, a subject which had proven to be very sensitive one from her earlier experience.

To her surprise, Xiangliu was very mild and even wistful this evening.

He even made a small joke about his nine heads, which surprised Xiaoliu greatly.

Xiangliu said in a quiet voice, that he allowed Xiaoliu to make fun of his nine heads, because she never really thought of him as a monster.

Xiaoliu comforted him saying she was even more weird than he was in the past earning her gentle pat on her head from Xiangliu.


Xiaoliu’s relationships with Xuan and Xiangliu have improved greatly for this episode. Even Jing enjoyed a brief moment of warm sunshine before the dark clouds rolled in along with his fiancée, who has arrived in town.

When Xiaoliu heard that Cang Xuan had never given up looking for her, the way she hid her tears is so heartbreaking. Why wouldn’t she let Cang Xuan know who she is?

Was she worried there is no way to prove who she claims she is, and they will kill her? This does not seem likely, since she was never shown to be conflicted about that. So it would seem, she has no intentions of returning to her old life, most likely because she thought her father had abandoned her after her parents’ divorce and did not want her to return either.

Fangfeng Yiying’s attempted assassination of Cang Xuan, together with Xiangliu, was a twist that we did not see coming. Who can expect a connection between Tushan family’s future lady with the Top killer of Da Huang?

Did Xiangliu think he was doing Xiaoliu a favor by killing Cang Xuan before he leaves town?
One less Xiyan royalty to deal with, killing he was ready to do for free, now sponsored by Xuan’s uncles and Xiaoliu will be fine even if she cannot get rid of Xuan’s poisonous bug.

Definitely a triple win in his books.


2 Comments Add yours

  1. Biard Sonia's avatar Biard Sonia says:

    Thank you for all your hard work!

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    1. admin's avatar admin says:

      Thank you for being so sweet! Can’t wait for S2!

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