Lost You Forever S1 E12

Xiangliu remembered the words, but seemed to have forgotten the most important line she said.

Her emphasis back then was, no matter how beautiful a view is, if there is nobody to share it with, there is no meaning to it. Xiaoliu is a person who doesn’t mind living a simple, mundane life, as long as there is someone she enjoys spending time with.

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Xiaoliu, always on the defensive for any sentimental moment, decided to call it a night.
Is it a coincidence, whenever she leaves Xiangliu, she never looks back?

Xiangliu watched her leave and had a long look at his hand. Was he surprised at his own actions?

Back at the winery, Nian is panicking since it had been hours and Xuan’s wound had not stopped bleeding.

As he and his men discussed their strategies to get the antidote for his wound, Nian went to fetch Xiaoliu to consult what poison might have been used.

They also came to the conclusion only Fangfeng family has the ability to have carried out this assassination attempt, and that the Tushan family might be also involved.

Xiaoliu was woken by Nian.
She immediately realized that last night Xiangliu had tried to kill Xuan again.

Xiaoliu came and diagnosed Cang Xuan within five minutes.

To be fair, she did know exactly which symptoms were from the transference of the bug and which is the only symptom left.

To confirm their theory, we see Fangfeng Yiying telling her maid to dispose of the evidence.

Yiying also confirmed her alibi for the night before with her maid.

This time their conversation clearly showed that Yiying is actually involved with Jing’s brother.

Now that they have a plan for how to remove the poison by travelling to Tanggu, they first have to stop Xuan’s bleeding.
Xiaoliu headed off to look for Jing to obtain some Ice Crystals, even as Xuan remained unconvinced of success.

Xiaoliu had been avoiding even hearing about the topic of Fangfeng Yiying since she arrived in town, but here she was, meeting her in person, for the first time.

Xiaoliu looked all around the mansion for the wind chimes. She had thought that it would be easily in reach for her to steal one but there was none to be seen.

……却没看到屋檐下挂着的冰晶风铃。小六十分失望,继而反应过来,暗骂自己笨蛋,现在是春天,再被钱烧得慌,也不会把冰晶拿出来悬挂。

….There is no sign of any Ice Crystal wind chimes. Xiaoliu was very disappointed, she just came to the realization, and scolded herself for being a fool. Its now Spring, even if they are swimming in money, there is no reason to be hanging Ice crystal chimes around.

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璟看着小六,小六低着头,他那样子,能瞒过防风小姐,却瞒不过璟。

Jing looked at Xiaoliu, Xiaoliu lowered her head, she can fool Ms Fangfeng, but she can’t fool Jing.

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Jing could tell that Xiaoliu was looking for something and he asked her warmly after sending Yiying away.

璟没有问小六要冰晶做什么,只是沉默地看着小六,双眸犹如黑色的暖玉,洋溢着温暖愉悦,似乎对小六肯找他要东西很开心。

Jing did not ask Xiaoliu why she wanted the Ice crystals, he just looked at her quietly, his eyes like warm black jade, suffused with warmth and joy, seeming very happy that Xiaoliu was willing to look for him for something.

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 轩提醒了小六绝不可相信璟,可小六总不相信璟会想杀人,小六忽然鼓足勇气,说道:“我、我……想……”

    璟微微地身子前倾,想听清楚小六说什么。他身上的药草香萦绕住了小六…

Xuan had reminded Xiaoliu that Jing is not to be trusted, but Xiaoliu can’t believe that Jing would want to kill anyone… suddenly Xiaoliu plucked up her courage and said ” I…I want….”

Jing slightly shifted his body forward, to hear what Xiaoliu had to say. The scent of medicinal herbs on him lingered around her…

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In the novel, Xiaoliu was distracted by his scent and took a step backwards but Jing took her hand and held on. For drama they removed this part.

璟轻轻地叹了口气,好似失望,又好似开心,“好。”

    小六诧异地抬头,不太能相信地问:“你答应了?”

Jing softly sighed, seeming disappointed and seemingly happy, “Alright.”
Xiaoliu raised her head with surprise, and asked disbelievingly ” You agreed?”

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小六想着,看来刺杀轩只是防风意映的意思,璟对防风意映的行动一无所知,这么大的决定防风意映却没有告诉璟?

Xiaoliu thought, looks like assassinating Cang Xuan was Fangfeng Yiying’s own decision, and Jing had no idea about it at all, but such a big decision she never informed Jing?
 
小六心里冒出几句话,想提醒璟,可想到防风意映是璟的未婚妻,他在璟面前说人家的是非显得很卑劣,小六实不屑为之,于是把话都吞了回去。

Xiaoliu wanted to say something to warn Jing, but considering that Fangfeng Yiying is his fiancee, if she was to say something bad about her to Jing it seemed very despicable. Xiaoliu don’t care for that, so she swallowed the words she was going to say.

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静夜嘟着嘴,满脸的不高兴,瞪着小六,好似在说:东西拿了,就赶紧离开!别再骚扰我家公子!

Jingye pouted, clearly disapproving, glaring at Xiaoliu, as if to say ” You got your stuff, now leave! Stop harassing my Master!”

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The Ice crystals worked as intended and successfully slowed down Xuan’s bleeding.

They immediately departed for Tanggu. Xiaoliu felt sadness at this unexpected parting which might be forever but she turned down Xuan’s offer to leave with him.

可对小六而言,轩的离去让他日子好过了很多,至少相柳不再盯着他不放,暗潮涌动的清水镇也恢复了往日的太平。

 一个月后,酒铺子又打开门,开始做生意,仍旧是卖酒,但生意远不如轩经营时。小六每次经过街头时,都会去铺子里买点酒,却再看不到轩虚伪热情的笑容。

To Xiaoliu, Xuan’s leaving made life alot easier for her, at least Xiangliu no longer kept a close watch on him, and Qingshui town returned to peaceful times.

A month later, the winery reopened, but the business was never as good as Xuan’s. Every time Xiaoliu passed by, she would enter to buy some wine, but she will never see the friendly but fake smile from Xuan ever again.

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Xiaoliu is still friendly towards Xiangliu, considering he had made use of her for a second time to kill her Cang Xuan gege.

Xiangliu caught Xiaoliu in yet another lie, but she remained evasive in her reply.

小六不相信,却不明白为什么相柳不肯告诉他,只能试探地问:“你合适吗?”
相柳不说话,小六继续试探地说:“你是九头妖,引个蛊虫,应该没问题吧?”

相柳没有否认,小六就当作他默认了。

Xiaoliu didn’t believe him, but can’t understand why Xiangliu would refuse to tell her, so she tried to sound him out: ” Are you suitable?”

Xiangliu did not reply, so Xiaoliu continued to probe ” You are a nine-headed demon, it should be no problem to lure a bug right?”

Xiangliu did not deny, so Xiaoliu took it to mean that he tacitly agreed.

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There is a flashback to Xiangliu’s conversation with Uncle Lirong, his bug consultant.

There is some confusion here why Xiaoliu managed to plant the Couple bug on Xuan.
Xiangliu has no idea at this point, and never considered that Xiaoliu can be related to Cang Xuan.

Did familial love count? When she planted it, Xiaoliu did not even know that was her cousin Cang Xuan. It was also planted without his consent as he did not give any blood or welcome the bug, so was the planting not considered a willing ritual?

Did the bugs ‘know’ the bond and connection between Xiaoyao and Cang Xuan, and fed off those feelings?

Here the english subs falls short of describing the bug lore.
同命 连心 – sharing life and heart with the other
反噬 is backlash 危及性命 endangering their lives

If the couple can’t share their life and heart with the other, there will be backlash and endanger their lives.

So the rules seem to be, if its newly planted and not yet stable, the bug can be transferred to another, but this willing party ‘must have love in his heart’.

His friend cautioned Xiangliu, that he may have 9 lives but only 1 heart.

Jing, in his Ye Shiqi persona, dropped by again to the clinic.
To his shock and dismay, he thought Xiaoliu had left for good.

Don’t the others wonder why would Boss Yu keep sending Xiaoliu snacks and wine? haha

Xiangliu took Xiaoliu to Wushen Mountain. She looked a little forlorn at the sight of her old home.

Now that they are within the bug’s wifi connection range, she guided Xiangliu how to ‘welcome the bug’. The process went very quickly to her surprise and Xiangliu remarked at her audacity to be controlling bugs when she have no clue what she was doing. He also claimed that bug controllers can kill from thousands of miles away, so was it really necessary for them to fly all this way?
Was there even a problem with Xuan being so far from Xiaoliu’s bug for them to start to feedback if they cannot ‘connect’ with each other?

Meanwhile Cang Xuan suddenly recalled memories of him and Xiaoyao, as the bug decided to leave his body for Xiangliu, the more welcoming host.

As their activity triggered Wushen mountains’ defenses, Xiangliu took Xiaoliu to escape under the deep sea in a bubble.
Suspended inside, she could breathe and enjoy the view to her heart’s content.
He has become her Dahuang tour guide, showing her the wonders of the land.

小六知道他们在被高辛的神族精兵们追击,却感受不到危险,因为相柳从容镇静,让他觉得这不是逃跑,而是相柳带他在海底游览。

Xiaoliu knew they were being chased by the deities army but felt no sense of danger, because Xiangliu seemed very calm, so she felt this is not running away, but a under the sea tour by Xiangliu.

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There is one big difference in the novel and drama. In the novel, Xiangliu gave air to Xiaoliu as they ‘escaped’ beneath the sea, creating lip contact that was not really emphasized, more of a throwaway line. The bubble in the drama removed this contact.

Xiangliu seemed very pleased with the delight Xiaoliu is showing as she excitedly explored her surroundings. He even took her hand to interact with the beautiful but dangerous flowers of the sea.

Xiaoliu saw that Xiangliu is in a very good mood and smiling at her so often. She sneakily recorded him again with her magic mirror to remember this moment. These milestones with Xiangliu, the first time she pranked him and now the time he smiled at her.

Xiangliu seemed to have caught her doing it but did not stop her, as he smiled at her again.

他们在海底游了很久,小六怀疑至少有十个时辰,但小六玩得开心,也不觉得时间漫长。直到完全逃出五神山的警戒范围,相柳才带着小六浮出了水面。

They swam under the sea for ages, Xiaoliu suspected it was at least 20 hours, but she had a very fun time, and did not feel that it was long. Until they were completely clear of Wushen Mountain’s alert zone, Xiangliu surfaced with Xiaoliu.

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Once again Xiaoliu had to go to Jing to fix a situation that Xiangliu had caused for her. Again he came through for her and Cang Xuan is saved. It was interesting to see that she had no idea how far Jing would go to help her. She had not even been sure that she could fully trust him where familiar interests were concerned.

Jing had wealth and connections. Still, Xiaoliu chose to not involve him in her bug problem. She couldn’t bring herself to keep going to him for favors, since she consciously wanted to distance herself, unsuccessfully so far, from him.

Being named second on her exclusion list of those-who-shall-not-be-harmed when she should fulfill Xiangliu’s request, showed that Jing ranked right after Cang Xuan. Well done, Shiqi.

Cang Xuan’s assassination attempt prompted his sudden, unplanned departure from Qingshui. Though Xiaoliu was sad, she still turned down his offer to leave with him. She clearly did not want to return to her old life.

Is Xiangliu also aware that Xiaoliu is planning to leave? Was that the reason he made her swear the very vicious oath? Jing did not even allow Xiaoliu to joke about swearing on her life, but this may be Xiangliu’s way to make sure Xiaoliu won’t dare to go back on her word and leave him until she fulfills that oath.

When Xiangliu lured the bug to him, what were his feelings like for Xiaoliu at this point? He is fond of her and enjoyed spending time with her, but is he in love with her right now? Whatever it is, the bug seemed willing to come over to him, as long as it detected that he liked her?

The uncertainty in the bug lore adds to the story since the characters are pretty much stumbling in the dark like the audience are. This is only the beginning.


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